hohoho. tsk tsk tsk. only heaven knows. a few things to confess, it has been kept in my heart for quite some time.
days ago, i quarrel with my cousin. i'm quite sad. i might misunderstand her or am i feeling jealous. ting, whenever you called and asked bout any quizzes i will tried my best to tell ya. but when it's my turn, you'll seems busy and stuff. or perhaps it's me that's weird inside. i told u about it, but u somehow ignore it. msg you u didn't reply. i miss girl. i feel like telling you that let's forget about it and take it as thou it's me who's at fault or stuff. after all you're still my best cousins whom i grew up with.
thou i care for you guys alot. but at times i really goes hire wire and tend to screw things up. i vent my anger to show that i really care. hais. only heaven knows.
i'm also kinda sad that mommy thrown my baby blanket away. i can't get to sleep well yesterday. i used to cover my face with it. and now i don have it anymore. or is it because i'm too sentimental, used to it(xi guan), it's worth more than a thousand. you know like it's something you used since young. xiao bei bei i miss u so much. :'( it's like something i never wanna lose. but it's gone now. hais.
wondering if true love does exist. seems like at this age everybody is just finding a company or stuff. it's like so hard to get someone whom you'll be fond of and... i don't know. but seems like i can only believe that true love only exist in dramas. seeing my best buddies happily in love. i'm so xian mu and so ji du. :x or perhaps like what mk said, "true love is worth waiting" waiting waiting as my hope and faith in love sank downwards.
omg. i tend to treat my best buddies as my bf. opps. don misunderstand me. i'm just too caring. whaaahahah. cos i simply love them too muchies.
